I like the feeling of overloading.
Everytime when I am sick, it catalyzes me to work hard on anything.
I never miss lessons and stop working
just becase I am ill.
Contracting diseases seems to be giving me extra energy.
No matter how exhausted I am, I do my utmost.
Maybe it reminds me that I am running out of time...
especially when I spend days by days on sauntering.
Yesterday I was spreading virus inside a caring centre.
Being an voluntary worker to lead some games is not a difficult task
because I am used to be an experienced emcee.
I forgot I was really sick and feeling unwell while I was
enjoying the process of toil.
No sick leave. No rest.
I have to earn money, make progress in learning jazz funk,
and do anything I want...
The feeling of swallowing those medicines tells me
that I am really enthused on daily life.
Nothing can slow me down.
I love pursuing effectiveness.
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envy!
In fact, I tried pursuing efftiveness last year. Sometimes, I just want to cry when I am running out of time. Feeling like this is good, especially good for you. Every time, I want to act my life in this way, but I can't do it now. It's really not easy for me, especially now. The beginning is really bad. This will lead to considering to choose something, e.g. to leave sth. I really want to say 我真係好羨慕你! At the same time, 我好想喊! However, I am still blessing you To Enjoy your Exciting, Challenging and Meaningful life. Perhaps, Silence may create my life. I feel single-handed, really single-handed. I want to yell out What the Fuck is my life! Yet, the worse is doing nth. I should change the situation. One day, I will be better and I will say I am not the loser. In fact, 我唔想衰俾你睇 覺得樣衰的事就要來臨
PURSUE OF SUCCESS is never look back to your failure. The experiences you've earned in doing things wrong have already been instilled into yourself without your discovery. It's unnecessary to remind yourself the path you passed. They are PAST. Spare more time on doing what you like. I know you love sports, reading comics, and stay alone to think. You just require more time to do, to consider, and to act. Don't envy my characteristics. Everyone gets different talents that only you can find them out. You are working on sth. It is a progress that we need to wait patiently. Why did you misbelieve that you are the useless one? You can change your life when time is right, when you can share your thoughts with others, when you are willing to invite friends to help you. Deep inside you know no friends can help you to overcome those big obstacles. But they can cure your psychological pain and remove your negative idea. Maybe you are right. Someone has to sacrifice and leave your life.