You go on and try to tear me down,
I will be rising from the ground.
目前分類：◎ 我的音樂世界 ＞▽＜ (28)
- May 01 Tue 2012 02:27
Skyscraper
- Apr 18 Wed 2012 06:40
O you think that you know me?
- Mar 16 Fri 2012 07:20
擁抱
一個真誠的擁抱， 勝過一切。
一個基本的動作，
只可惜很多人都不明白它的能力在哪。
- Dec 27 Tue 2011 00:47
分手需要練習的
每一次作出分開的決定，
我都要花上差不多整年的時間實行。
那頃刻的絕情，是用無法計算的淚水與時間堆疊而成的。
如果要怪我，
請恨我沒有告訴你很多次我瑟縮在床上痛哭時發誓要把你忘掉。
過山車，是你給我的對吧？
再怎樣說你都不會明白，那又何必再多說呢？
\
談起關於你的話題
終於可以不用缺席
甚至還表現得不再關心
從前你是傷的痕跡
現在不過是場回憶
忽遠 忽近
我怕的是低潮來襲
這城市哪裡夠隱密
藏住我突然想哭的情緒
寧願失去鬥志勇氣
好過和你冷戰推擠
這樣 誰輸得起
原來分手是需要練習的
等時間久了會變勇敢的
你慢慢出走 我漸漸放手
這不就是 我們要的自由
原來分手是需要練習的
等傷口好了會變輕鬆的
海闊天空 不殘留一點痛
回頭看怕懦弱 往前走怕墜落
但我一定能學會
在想你的時候 不難過
我都要花上差不多整年的時間實行。
那頃刻的絕情，是用無法計算的淚水與時間堆疊而成的。
如果要怪我，
請恨我沒有告訴你很多次我瑟縮在床上痛哭時發誓要把你忘掉。
過山車，是你給我的對吧？
再怎樣說你都不會明白，那又何必再多說呢？
\
談起關於你的話題
終於可以不用缺席
甚至還表現得不再關心
從前你是傷的痕跡
現在不過是場回憶
忽遠 忽近
我怕的是低潮來襲
這城市哪裡夠隱密
藏住我突然想哭的情緒
寧願失去鬥志勇氣
好過和你冷戰推擠
這樣 誰輸得起
原來分手是需要練習的
等時間久了會變勇敢的
你慢慢出走 我漸漸放手
這不就是 我們要的自由
原來分手是需要練習的
等傷口好了會變輕鬆的
海闊天空 不殘留一點痛
回頭看怕懦弱 往前走怕墜落
但我一定能學會
在想你的時候 不難過
- Dec 19 Mon 2011 19:31
sonata in F major K.332 1st movement
點解練咁耐都仲係彈得咁慢~
O係屋企冇野做已經封塵了!
留意中段左手玩野好詭異 :)
- Oct 26 Wed 2011 13:45
練習中...軍隊進行曲
此MELODY 能於腦海中長駐不散。
練習中...
同埋我應該唔會練到好似呢位JEL頭小朋友咁...
- Sep 29 Thu 2011 01:57
just feeling good
hapi*- Aug 14 Sun 2011 22:53
給愛麗斯
I'm back with imperfections.
- Aug 05 Fri 2011 01:12
Resumed
Again, it has been few days since my last entry.
I didn't expect that the time just fled silently from my palm.
Yes. I let it go. No one to blame but me.
Recently I just wanted to jeer at myself about being a teacher.
To be true, I taught my students how to set their own timetable,
how to grasp time to revise, how to..how to..and how to...
But I never followed my sensible voice.
I told myself to stay focused in learning English but I didn't.
Instead, I continued to be a "3-minute enthusiastic person".
Who can tell me am I right or wrong in this way?
Groaning at myself is my constant action though.
At least these are all my reflections.
This afternoon I started to pick up my piano lesson.
I missed Miss Shek very much. She was kind yet experienced at that time.
Tai Po was too far away if I had to go back there every week.
This miss is really short vertically.
To me, she is a super tiny and mini version of Berry.
Very skinny and seemed to be the production from an unknown famous sec.sch.
I couldn't say she knows how to teach but she was so far
enough to teach me during this stage.
You know I just pretended to be a six-graded student
but I got my grade 7 cert with a quite high score 127/150.
But I think that's the best way for me to pick up my lost fields gradually.
Now, I am a student with my own thoughts.
I forgot what did I think when I was still sitting in that cubic room.
I was young. I just had my half body devoted to a wrong man,
more than a quarter of it dedicated to my studies.
If you asked if I regret for what I did in the past. Definitely I will nod.
I spent my precious time with a rubbish. HOW COME!?
Then I just ruined my future. I could be stronger if I didn't meet all these.
Maybe that was my fate. I was determined to meet a bad guy
and learned a heavy lesson so that I wouldn't fall into traps again.
To me, I felt sad because I have to pick up the progress.
My age seemed not to be suitable for continuing the studies.
I don't have invincible excuses to play piano.
But I somehow told myself to FINISH it. What a pity if I kept on telling the others that
I am in Grade 7!!!!
She sat for an hour. Being a piano teacher is so easy in my grandma's mouth.
But I will say it is rather dull if I am a full-time piano teacher.
What you had to do is to sit and listen. Or to sightread to a student.
(for which the student can easily find a perfect version on YouTube)
The final and the most important step is "take the money and off I go, yeah~"
I quarreled with my grandmother tonight.
She said learning to play piano is the stupidest thing ever before.
"When can you be a piano teacher? When you graduate,
you can just learn your aunt to be a secretary!"
"What the hell I have to be a sec after I got a degree?
I will continue my master study."
"Then that girl just sat for an hour and off she got 220 dollars!"
"I didn't use your money to pay, I entered university as you wanted,
I got an exchange offer from an UK university! (..And I won you face !^&%@&^$*&)
What do you want from me now?"
I couldn't imagine how did I survive under that kind of pressure.
Her love partly lies on my achievement.
She told me not to be scared of not getting good results enough,
but she will only be satiated with my attainment.
Finally she can announce her granddaughter is so successful under her rulings.
My life.
Am I really controlling my life?
Or I am merely following the mainstream and the old routines taught by my family?
It hurts seriously whenever you see the truth crystal clear.
Would you agree this is teenage dream?
You taught me I couldn't have no regrets and love.
Becoz you ALWAYS REGRET and LOOKED BACK.
- Jul 28 Thu 2011 21:06
Baby piano 我要番黎啦！
好不容易作了這個決定。
2002年：中一的我那時跟一位同學同時間開始學琴。
我暗自當升級作為比賽。
當然，我一旦決定了去認真鬥就不要叫我lulu lai，
因為我身體會automatically叫我去嬴、嬴、嬴的。
結果如我所願，幾年內考了個4級，6級跟7級，
樂理也超高分過關。<--我而家一D都唔記得...
但即使我考上了7級，我從來不覺得自己配得上這個程度。
我總覺得其他可以表演的人彈琴的速度很快。
這是我一直想學到的──彈到飛起既感覺...好CRAZY
但我最喜歡給自己藉口：
讀書LA，考試，冇時間.......那時我每天只練半小時琴...
一星期只練幾天...就給老師說中了。
我是進步快但耐力不足的人。
考完7級，又準備考上去。
但此時A-LEVEL來了...要專心讀書，不對嗎？
然後我放棄了。
我跟自己說有空時一定會自己練習...但結果如何都有眼睇..
只有不斷退步...
好了！我專心讀書讀了整整3年！
我不容許自己有時間吸金但冇時間練琴！
雖然練琴會頸痛，雖然我有時會練到發脾氣，
但我真的好希望有一日，自己能夠彈出一個滿意的速度。
我想CRAZY下！！
呢首歌，我以前最高紀錄都只彈到每半拍=110。
我的目標是160。速度參考=呢個女仔。
我知道我冇咩藝術家既TALENT，但只要努力一定得！
我知道我冇咩藝術家既TALENT，但只要努力一定得！
- Apr 30 Sat 2011 15:54
There is nothing left to say
- Mar 28 Mon 2011 20:30
SCREAM!
病了在家仍要高叫SCREAM!
祖兒大概都係雙子座。太愛玩，太三分鐘熱度！
要點著D火頭，未玩完又去點著第兩個火頭。
始終都覺得自己三年級時放棄學鋼琴係好後悔既事，
如果唔係我而家就演奏級啦！
但係...我最鍾意買衫，同唔鍾意突然死！╭(╯^╰)╮
這首歌，一直都很喜歡。
當初因為他，現在只愛歌曲帶給人的感動。
愛情幾年前過去後還會剩下一絲回憶。
那人當時玩著開心農場，唱著不要驚動愛情。
其實我很清楚那是求愛，向別人的求愛。
現著笑著想，為何過去總愛騙自己？
不過，神沒有教會他等待。
如果我說神為我做過工，
那最大的那份是令他狠狠離開我。
謝謝袮。
那人當時玩著開心農場，唱著不要驚動愛情。
其實我很清楚那是求愛，向別人的求愛。
現著笑著想，為何過去總愛騙自己？
不過，神沒有教會他等待。
如果我說神為我做過工，
那最大的那份是令他狠狠離開我。
謝謝袮。
有痛苦才成就今天的我。
從今以後，都要讓自己不斷檢討，成長。
- Mar 18 Fri 2011 00:55
開到荼靡
感受一整天歌后王菲的魅力。
我要DVD！！
♥愛上悲愴第二樂章
沈醉於音樂世界中煩惱會慢慢走開。
英文系學生跟課外活動完全不相容。
已到達星期六日都要練習、做報告、溫習的地步。
原來，我忘記了懶惰很久...
要語文進步，別於做其他學問。
尤其說話能力不說就生疏，這是語感。
感覺太概是一種藝術。
而我，總究是個感性的女孩子。
喜歡音樂，喜歡語文，都只因為喜歡美。
沈醉於音樂世界中煩惱會慢慢走開。
英文系學生跟課外活動完全不相容。
已到達星期六日都要練習、做報告、溫習的地步。
原來，我忘記了懶惰很久...
要語文進步，別於做其他學問。
尤其說話能力不說就生疏，這是語感。
感覺太概是一種藝術。
而我，總究是個感性的女孩子。
喜歡音樂，喜歡語文，都只因為喜歡美。
- Feb 09 Wed 2011 00:31
一句到尾
「我唔知道。」
「係掛...」
還要問你，而你默然
還要問嗎？
- Jan 16 Sun 2011 23:42
The voice within
Young girl, don't cry I'll be right here when your world starts to fall Young girl, it's all right Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems No one ever wants or bothers to explain Of the heartache life can bring and what it means When there's no one else Look inside yourself Like your oldest friend Just trust the voice Within Then you'll find the strength That will guide your way If you will learn to begin To trust the voice within Young girl, don't hide You'll never change if you just run away Young girl, just hold tight And soon you're gonna see your brighter day Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid memories are there to hold to hold When you're lost outside look inside to your soul When there's no one else Look inside yourself Like your oldest friend Just trust the voice within Then you'll find the strength That will guide your way If you will learn to begin To trust the voice within Yeah... Life is a journey It can take you anywhere you choose to go As long as you're learning You'll find all you'll ever need to know You'll make it You'll make it Just don't forsake everything No one can stop you You know that I'm talking to you When there's no one else Look inside yourself Like your oldest friend Just trust the voice within Then you'll find the strength That will guide your way If you will learn to begin To trust the voice within Young girl don't cry I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
