I know it’s awkward to call for help in schools. “Sorry, could you lend me your computer for me for 10 minutes?” I know bothering like a computer-addict is awful to the others but that’s the only way I can have a short breath in Australia. And that’s the only way to reconnect with the world. I felt totally insecure here because the host is a tiger who requires total obedience and compliance. I am just a toy for her and she can even earn money by accommodating us. Who can comfort me? The neighbor mainlander felt totally GREAT for her setting. Today a checker from the university came to us and I spoke to her about the problems directly as I felt really ashamed continuing to live with this shxty woman. She asked for Alice. Alice said that is FINE for her not to call homes and have internet. That’s why she always rubbing the host’ shoes as shine as possible. But before she told me that she hated the host too! That’s the truth. What a pity I trusted her before but from now on, she would never enter my good friends’ list as she doesn’t know what is sincere and righteous to their friends. She tried to cheer the host albeit she knew that the host is bad to me. That’s not how friendship works. But I always promised myself for one thing. I will let them taste the consequence if they are bad to me. I will not lend my helping hand when they are in need too.
I started to get used to the rules of the schools and the way I talked with the children. I am quite confident that after 1 month of staying in this country, I would increase the speaking pace and accuracy steadily. Australians were slow but kids were not. They responded to distraction quickly and today was my first time punishing them by using English. I just imitated the class teachers and that will do. All simple spoken English skills you need can be found in the classroom. Children are naughty and they are not required to sit in rows silently in the classroom. Primary schools just worked like a play group. They run everywhere so keeping the class in order is difficult. This school allowed disabled children to study with the able children in one classroom. Most of them are mentally disabled and they need many kinds of therapies to help. Sometimes I think that the teachers are extraordinarily patient because problematic children are annoying and troublesome. Today is 2/6/2011 14:38 HK time. If that slut follows her promise, they will drive us to uni to have 1-hour internet. (That already proved how selfish she is, 1 hour!!) That should be TUE and FRI (2-3:00 PM) If you want to talk with me, just tell me on facebook in that period. I finally got a cheap telephone card that I can dial to a home phone number(2XXX XXXX) for HK$2 for few hours a call!!! Please charge your phone, tell me when should I call and stay still to wait, prepared to talk until the battery is running out and that’s all.
