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- Apr 16 Sat 2011 16:50
四月的事
日記打得越短,越代表自己沒有好好整理過複雜的思緒。
有些人願意由它過去了,
但我仍然相信歷史存在的價值大概在於啟發。
四月還沒有過去。
我能夠預視的卻是每天做PAPER的日子。
有人說YEAR1的生活不忙,
但對於我這個蠢蠢的女孩來說,能進大學或許是幸運的事。
過去還是一顆耀眼的新星,但沒想過世界上還不乏流星。
脫穎而出怎會是容易呢?當競爭對手的實力比我過之而無不及。
看,我看到的是一坐坐山,我需要力量跨過去。
看到手機裡的照片,
我覺得借來的快樂還不少。
新鮮就快樂,我總是這個樣子,這個三分鐘熱的性格。
病了其實也快樂。
雖然辛苦,但堅持工作令我覺得自己很勤力。
耍性子要回沙田吃最愛的TIRAMISU CREPE。
好味,滿足。
可惜陪我的人其實是被迫的。
今個SEM我懂得到圖書館借書做PAPER 的REF.
又換了個新水樽,不過保溫效能=差。
強搶的快樂。
到歷史博物館,發現用英文寫中史很有趣。
長大後發現,我快樂其實不會感染到誰。
我開心可以是對別人的殘忍。
地鐵的偷影。
其實我的衣著品味不算差,
是獨特的「小女孩斯文有少許露又跳脫LOOK」。
不喜歡跟風,只會挑適合的。
外國女孩的羅馬平底鞋,我最近買了雙可愛高跟版。
那個袋的顏色很不錯。
EDC的快樂,也是我的快樂。
笑,瘋狂。
誰對我好,誰對我差,
那樣真,那樣假,我分得很清楚。
so as 該開始什麼,該完結什麼。
- Apr 13 Wed 2011 11:36
自我催眠 (1)
Everytime I cough, I can't breathe.
Just then, tears drop.
Whole floor heard my loud coughing voice.
My high-pitched voice is probably having a vacation.
AMAZED BY THE DESIGN
喜歡的話以後可到
你想知道的結果。
Mania Love:
- combination of ROMANTIC and PLAYING love
- troubled love
- has jealousy and dependence
- great intensity, some intimacy
- Manic lovers often have low self-esteem,
- place much importance on their relationship
- feel they "need" their partners.
- Love is a means of rescue, or a reinforcement of value.
- often discover their partners by random means
Addictive Love Relationship?
An addictive relationship =
one person who is extremely independent.
Sam believes he's entitled to whatever he wants
whenever he wants it. He surrounds himself
with people who support his opinions of himself.
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The other partner is dependent and other-centered,
and willing to mirror whatever the first partner wants.
She's simply a reflection of him.
This is how addictive relationships work.
About addictive relationships Gorski says,
"It works until the other-centered person runs out of steam
one night and doesn't have
enough energy to mirror back what is needed.
The relationship is going to blow up.
7 Signs of Addictive Love Relationships
- Dishonesty. Neither Sam nor Debbie talks about who they are or what's really bothering them. They lie about what they want. This turns communication into an addictive relationship.
- Unrealistic expectations. Both Sam and Debbie think the other will solve their self-esteem, body image, family, and existential problems. They believe the "right relationship" will make everything better. Yet, they're in a disastrous addictive relationship.
- Instant gratification. Sam expects Debbie to be there for him whenever he needs her; he needs her to make him happy immediately. He's using her to make him feel good, and isn't relating to her as a partner or even a human being. She's a like drug. An addictive relationship drug.
- Compulsive control. Debbie has to act a certain way, or Sam will threaten to leave her. Both feel pressure to stay in this addictive relationship; neither feel like they're together voluntarily.
- Lack of trust. Neither partner trusts the other to be there when the chips are down. They don't believe the other really loves them, and they don't believe genuine caring or liking exists. At some level they know they're not in a healthy but rather in an addictive relationship.
- Social isolation. Nobody else is invited into their relationship – not friends, family, or work acquaintances. People in addictive relationships want to be left alone.
- Cycle of pain. Sam and Debbie are trapped in a cycle of pleasure, pain, disillusionment, blaming, and reconnection. The cycle repeats itself until one partner breaks free of the addictive relationship.
Addictive love relationships can change, if both partners are self-aware and willing to do what it takes. In some cases an objective viewpoint (such as counseling) helps; other times, self-control and mutual accountability are all that's needed to turn the addictive relationship around.
無論以上的資料對不對,
我都相信我跟你已經在一段不良的關係中。
在你眼中,我是個極端依賴的人。
你想逃。
你沒能力兼顧我。
我停止閱讀手上的日記。
最後一個CHAPTER,我幫你拆了。
因為我知道你一世都不要有指示的情況。
如果你寫都因為你曾經ADDICT於我,
今日你這樣的對待就是因為你再不需要我。
其實,無論我在你的學業、事業、人生上都支持不了你。
沒有利用價值,只令你不斷"付出"時間陪我,
聽我說你不想聽的東西。
你問清楚自己,你不要再欺騙自己。
「我唔講LA。」
You didn't love me at all.
Why bother writing, doing something touching to deceit yourself?
It's done...
Why should I care what did you tell me?
I swear. I can remember all the blunt and rude words you said.
Don't tell me you can't handle so many.
This is already the best proof of not loving me.
Please, don't appear in front of me.
Leave me alone.
So I can do everything good for myself, not for you.
Every time I called you, every time I heard your cold voice...
It is you who give me strength to quit.
God bless you can't find another better.
Your timidity has ruined this 2-year time.
Don't think you are so selfless.
Actually, you are the most inconsiderate one.
How easy can I see through your heart?
How stupid I am as I chose to cover my eyes?
It's done.
Or you will say Game Over?
I have been tortured for a long time.
But you even didn't notice.
You don't even understand what is pain.
Find your dream, selfless, without-quarrel love.
You just need to find the excitement.
I suggest you to go to buy a dog which will appear when you like,
disappear when you are busy.
Or just to hall and find a girl to have one-night stand.
I am talking to you.
This is the end of our story.
And we can't say "our" again as you and I are not in the same unity.
- Feb 08 Tue 2011 01:03
兔仔年初二
近來地鐵常見的廣告。
原來只要有幾分鐘等車的時間,你就能夠細心欣賞眼前的。
一條簡單的絲帶,卻配搭著花紋繁複的戒指。
香繽金色好美...希望我將來的結婚戒指不是單純的銀色+鑽石lo...
幻想完自己有錢可以買給自己了...
說實在,這也是頭一次我喜歡上鑽石戒指,
至少我覺得它們特別得我未見過。
年初二的一天。
前一晚被某事弄得睡眠不足-_-
但早上10時就起床了。
遠方響起舞獅的聲音,財神爺也到了!
跟媽媽衝到街上湊熱鬧,看見獅子到舅父的家樓下!
舅父叫我們上去,因為他已經準備好生菜+利是讓獅子採青了!
哈,,,頭一次試。
希望這一個兔年好運常來!
下午改變了行程,到了MEGA BOX的IKEA逛。
是日造型是扮年輕的低能LOOK...
回頭笑的那一刻有一點尷尬,所以個口有點兒失常...
行到累了就要試一下IKEA最有名的肉丸。
$19-10粒。
我覺得不錯,起碼有別於魚蛋!汁也很好味。
我喝了奶奶。
晚上看煙花去。
有建築物擋住了視線。
我倒希望自己在遠遠的西九龍,多於尖沙咀...
- Feb 03 Thu 2011 19:26
兔仔年初一
兔仔年到啦!
祝大家學業進步,瘦身成功!
扮了隻肥兔同大家拜年!
扮了隻肥兔同大家拜年!
今個年初一家人都有準備好很多零食及糕點,
要肥X啦!!
哈,昨晚已經準備好賀年食品,
成枱都係...
全部都由LINDA舅母買的,皆由婆婆近年
都心情不佳,根本無理會節日的事,
亦沒有親手下廚煮團年飯。
我排架!係咪好叻!!哈哈
不過們瓜子又「論盡」,開包裝都可以整傷手。
我跟媽媽說:「我覺得自己食野唔做野,做打打爛野...」
昨晚肥媽在唱歌。
首歌個MELODY,好難聽...
見到謝安琪件粉紅色的上身衫好令!!
年初一的早上被媽媽吵醒。
我還記得半夜發了個惡夢,但忘記了內容是什麼...
年糕已經煎好了...
這只是兩個人的份量,
廚房應該有6-7盆糕點...
不過家裡的人越來越多,全吃掉該是沒問題。
陣容龐大...
但還差姨姨一家三口及榮舅父一家四口...
好多小朋友!
我見到達達BB換尿片都覺得好驚...
/_\...將來自己要換咁點呢...OMG
拜年拎完利是後大家都散BAND,
待晚上再吃晚飯。
媽媽覺得悶又叫我到太古城睇戲。
FULL HOUSE...
我記得上年到APM PALACE一看...
都是FULL HOUSE...
只有新年才是第一行還有人肯坐...
結果挑了花師奶...
算了,媽媽覺得悶...唯有一齊以我零下273度笑點相伴。
現在已經好睏啦!
放假多天我沒有做過任何功課...
罪惡感深重...~_~"
仍超級期待明天的節目!!!
- Jan 31 Mon 2011 14:46
SNAP x 1月
* Smiley Diary ver.2 *
monopoly今年沒有出版每頁有不同主題的日記本。
這本已是介面較為實用的一本。
明天開始寫!
是時候找低校曆表的假期及上課時間表啦~
* 四季煲仔飯 *
這間位於油麻地的四季煲仔飯人龍有幾百米...
$18-$23的煲仔飯價錢是超值的。3。
再加上蠔餅,勁好味!!狂掃!
我點的是臘腸排骨飯加蛋-->俾我耮到好亂!
* POLY中醫 *
不看不看還需看...
超多藥粉,開到手軟...
另一個意想不到的驚喜是,喝後m時沒有痛...
* sociolinguistics *
第二科語言學。
其實我讀英文姐,
使唔使咁多technical term呢?
* JENNY'S BAKERY COOKIES *
好味...上普通話課時M巾皇后請吃的。
我跟詩談拆了整整一層。
這樣吃,難度會不肥嗎..................
* 宿舍煮飯仔 *
詩談、我跟AMY一起做的飯。
星期五的half-day break真好!
我當它農曆假節目了!
* 咸濕佬 *
朋友抽了個麥兜,卻嫌疑棄校長...
可憐的他其實好可愛!眼神是咸濕佬呢!
用途:you know what
* 年宵花市 *
angry bird!
全世界都在賣angry bird!
但事實上又幾可愛~
我買了個立體揮春,新年再放上來吧